(Source: toliverr)
I hate this…
I haven’t been able to talk to my boo in 5 days because he’s in thailand..=\ not going to lie if we were to break up I’d be a disaster. I just simply miss him too much and it feels like its been a month not being able to have ANY contact with him, no Internet, no cellular device, no nothing..=[ anddd tomorrow I am the first one to get my diploma from my class so that makes me a little happy and excited..
Although he is in a different country visiting family
He still calls me every night and morning just to say good morning and goodnight and that he loves me. ^__^ he truly is my best guy friend but also my boyfriend who I just keep falling in love with each day we are away from each other. The only main obstacle we have is distance, but we made it work for about 4 years now. As of right now he’s the right one for me. I never let anyone into my life like how I let him. He knows everything, yet he does not judge me. That’s what makes me happy, having somebody who you can fully open up to without feeling scared of them leaving or think differently of you because of the abuse and self destruction that you once gone through. Not many girls say this but I am just proud of him with everything he does. I am proud that he has a passion for cars, he’s respectful and patient, he works and goes to college, he pays bills, and he is wanting and planning to become a Marine. I just love him for who he is.
Before I got a phone call from my boyfriend I was sleeping and I had a very vivid dream. Anyway basically this boy liked me although he had a gf and he knew I had a bf he still hit on me but I said no stop we have a significate other and that I am in love with my bf I wouldn’t want to ruin my relationship with him. Then right when I was waking up my boyfriend called from Vietam just to say good morning.^_^ I’m one hell of a faithful girlfriend even in my dreams. His voice made my day, I can’t wait for him to come back to the U.S. 1 week almost down 4 weeks to go.
I hope that one day this will be us baby. <3 No matter what happens in life, I know I will always love and care about you. We could have been with someone else, somebody who lived in the same state, but we chose to take on a challenge, we chose to have a long distance relationship. Now look at us…it’s been about 4 years that we have been together and this year was finally the year that I got to see you, hold you, kiss you, and love you. Those days were the best days of my life, for once everything felt right. The more time I spent with you the deeper my infatuation grew for you even more than before. No one but you has taken the time to captivate my little beating heart. You make me a better me and you love me despite of my past and what I had to endure. I thank you for being patient with me and not thinking of me less because of my past and what I have to live with, you have no idea how much it means to me. All I ask for you is to please don’t ever hurt,abuse, or negelct me . Just keep being who you are. I am so proud of you I’ll always support you especially this fall when you leave for boot camp to become a Marine Corps. I promise that I am not going go anywhere.
Khanh, em yeu anh nhieu lam.
(via bebe-bellla)
I am so in love with him, i could not ask for anything or anyone better. You make me a better me, 4 years of being together and still going strong. <3
(Source: sherryphan)
